So the real reason that I haven't been blogging...I'm angry. Really angry. Goddamn punch some douchetube in the face angry. Seriously.
I guess the reasons that I'm angry are sort of besides the point. I mean, I hate my job and all the bullshit that goes with it - the ridiculous phoniness and fake cheerfulness that I'm expected to show every day all the while being expected to separate as much money from people as possible. I also hate the winter since it depresses the hell out of me. Hell, I really hate having no network of friends here and having to worry about every bill I pay since I'm so broke.
But it doesn't matter why I'm so angry. I'm just pissed and it sucks. I wake up on the edge of fury and it seems like any little thing will push me right over that edge.
I guess I'm not really going anywhere with this, just an explanation. My goal is to start writing regularly again in order to purge some anger here in a humorous way with stories about some of the fartknockers I deal with every day.
I think we can all agree that a really shitty winter is something that can make the most sane person want to commit horrible acts. It's dark, ass-cold and no one can ride their motorcycles. And lord knows that a retail job during the holiday season can make nice and good folk angry and bitter people. Your dealing with people's moms trying to buy guitars and shit - christ.
point is, your anger is justified. if you're feeling bad or conflicted about your anger - don't. It's prolly the only thing that'll get you thru the holiday season.
p.s. I wanna buy a guitar, nutbag. make me a deal.
Looks like it's gonna be a Broke-Back Mountain kinda XMAS over at Rochester Guitar Center... I told you.. should have taken that sales manager job at the Rochester Big and Tall.
