People,

I gotta be honest with you, I'm feeling a little down, a little kicked around by life. I'm not sure exactly what it is, but my desire to get out of bed in the morning is just not where I want it to be. I know it has something to do with the winter dragging on and the inevitable lull that the dismal weather inserts into the band's progress, but even though I understand these blues I still can't shake them.

Luckily, we have a show tomorrow. People get their therapy in different ways and for me the best outlet is playing music really loudly in front of people. Don't tell Gordon this, but if I had my choice our guitar amps would be so loud that you could literally feel the air move when we hit a chord.

This is, to me, why rock and roll will be around forever. For myself and a lot of people like me - people who suck at sports, aren't interested in cars and don't like to fight - rock music is one of our only ways to feel real power.

Ok, this is depressing and I don't think I have a point, so until next time....